认真怀疑自己

哦不

是根本就是

他妈的太愚笨

this space has been abandoned long ago, considering to shut it off again perhaps. 

maybe I've grown to not love to share my feelings out to public anymore, nor wanting to record my ups and downs. sometimes it's best to keep it to myself I guess, for me to remember only the goods and forget about the bads. Guess overall it's not bad :)

A little update, I've been doing uhmmm good for my Msc I think. hopefully everything will still go on smoothly. Life's been great so far, except i'm taking too less breaks (excuses!) for my research and tires myself on full mode all the time! :(

Anyways, main reason I'm here is about my Instagram (Ig)! for those who're not aware, it's basically a photo blog and it's addictive! Tonnes of pretty photos on Ig~ weeee.. 

For those who're interested to follow me, my username is wantingy.

Web version of Ig for you to have a taste what it's like~ http://statigr.am/wantingy

Okay, off to my assays again! <3 div="div">

Graduating from college/university indicates the start of working life, an entirely new phase of life for everyone. With the current education system in our country, I believe not much fresh graduates are mentally prepared to step into the Real and Cruel environment.

It gets into my mind, again. So here I am, with a wordy tension-releasing post :P

A dream can be as simple as greeting yourself with a big wide smile everyday. Everyone has different dreams or paths to pursue. It is important to have a dream or a target to achieve for. Life is worthless if there's no goals, no? Work for the sake of getting tonnes of money doesn't bring you to somewhere you want. It will, getting you a better lifestyle, a better house (not home), security, etc etc, you name it. That's it, you'll stay stagnant, earning money repetitively, getting promoted at times, doing the same thing over and over again. If it's the simple thing you wanna do for the rest of your life, good luck with that =) I really do know some people just wanted that, simplicity.

Working aimlessly is never my cup of tea. I don't, and never will settle down because of that. I wanted more, and I know some of you do too. Instead of thinking/considering about the consequences or the circumstances over and over again, just take the first move. You'll never know what you've gotten into unless you take the initiative to get into it. It may be the wrong one, you may fall down, get really grumpy, blame yourself about the shitty decision. Yeah, life is not that easy. It takes maybe 1000 wrong decision to lead you to ONE right one. It hurts, but at least you tried. You've no regrets when you look back, or a lot of what-ifs in your mind when you're thinking back when you're about age to settle down.

Till when I'm inspired again. *waves*

Yea, life's about making decision

BUT... can it be slightly less tougher? =/

reality vs dream

others may think it's not that hard, but it is for me

T____T

nobody knows what I really want

nobody gets what I'm worrying about

will be another sleepless week

Without any particular reason, I always stayed until very late for these few weeks

from 12pm to 1am to 2am at times

I wonder why~

可以有一盏明灯指示我

未来怎么走吗?

*迷惘*

Ask me anything!

http://formspring.me/Tingy9906

*wink*

Been thinking what to blog~~ hmm.. will randomly update on my life so far then :)))

been settling at Penang since feb

it's been great, with good food, family & company of course~

attended my degree convo too!

always awesome to catch up with college mates to update on happenings around~

everyone's having their own plan and very glad to know that =D

i think it's almost time to consider mine too ;(

have been slacking for quite some time, ughhhh

HAHA

let's see if the blogging ohm will continue

teehee~ ;*)