I know you're cute and adorable, but I'm not a cat person. Please do not scare the hell out of me anymore. ARGH! SIX TIMES IN A WEEK! Weak heart kayy?
I don't understand why you wanna walk into our house so badly. sigh! Super hot weather but we still close up the door to prevent you from coming in, and even the window?! Jump through the window summore and scare me in the middle of the night is not fun! :(
And why you always wanna give me a big surprise? I'm always the one. *sigh*
You're making me a paranoid girl these few days. whenever I saw a black shadow, I'll tense up!
Dr Banu asked me tonnes of possible questions on my slides today. I don't know how to answer even one of them? and I need to find loads of answers for all the questions. -.- My presentation was not really good i guess, can't really explain well in a few important slides. will improve on all the things and finalize my slides asap C:
Little brother's birthday
It should be something happy but too bad I'm not in Penang. ARGHHH they went to G Hotel for Japanese buffet and I missed it. I need good food to cheer me uppppp!
Being highlighted again today. I'm really cool with it you see, if u're saying I look fierce/arrogant or whatever. because that's exactly how i look if i'm not smiling. and I do not intend to smile everytime I see homo sapiens so I guess this impression is going to follow me to the end of my life. so yea, i'm really cool with it.
but ridiculous statement(s)?! I mind. because it's not true AT ALL. which will leave scars in my heart. I don't understand what comes to those people mind and blurt out those statements others. Please, don't judge me if you don't know me. And those who know me and STILL judge me wrongly, I have nothing more to say. Every close friends/bf has been constantly telling me to leave those judgement and move on, and I WILL. just please don't trust the rumors/false statement around, confront me and I'll explain them to you. it's very frustrating to know that you've tried so hard to be nice to everyone and still getting negative feedbacks. I've tried you see, and I've been trying too hard until I'm not myself anymore. become really quiet because i'm worried that every opinion i voiced out or every move I make will twisted to be another rumors.
Clearly my little brother doesn't bring any bits of luck to me -.- I'm not satisfied because I no longer hold on to the book prize anymore. Others may think I already had awesome results, but I have more expectations to myself. It's the only aim I'm been really working on and I failed. really depressed and I need time to recover from all these shits.